To be or not to be

Yes the blog post justifies my current state of mind..

I cannot go ahead and ask about my current status from someone i have dearly loved.
It doesnt give me guts enough to take this step... Why ?
I havent been able to figure out.
Maybe I fear that i may lose out on the friendship part as well.
But its very true of the fact that i have heard.. the lonelier you feel , the more lonely would the world make you feel.